

I'm not going to...but why...I'm not going to paint your name over my heart,nor paint over it, it will seep through the new paint layer and show through again, proving my humanity. I'm not going to cry again,just so that you will listen,just to get your sympathies and to re-think, It's already done with. The pain dulls and comes back worse then a headache,worse then those silent nightmarish memories that i kept silent from you, I'm ok but why do i kept thinking of it,what i did wrong,no matter what though i knew it would've happened,so many reason logic,my idiotic stupid logic,which at one point we considered the same,ours similar in eI'm not going to...but why...


friendIf you fall let me help you up, If i can't then i'll worry that i can't help, think of a way to cheer you up, and the next day give you a drawing i drew and some cookies, ask you who caused this and find them, find a way to at the least scare them, and come back before you notice I'm gone. Good thing I'm usually so invisible, at least to most people, but to you,you'll notice me, trying to hide from society, wanting to simply leave, your such a good friend, so i'm not as upset when you won't let me. It's so nice that you''l try to make me smile, your failfriend


your ok,i'm okThey say that love is not enough,that its not really real, because there's were never solid. Just hormones in the old that called themselves wise, clearly there blind,haven't they seen the look im our eyes?your ok,i'm ok
I've went thru that faze, no longer blind, can now tell the difference, just wish i could control my expression,the smile, the stupid little glow in my eyes.
I wish i could hate all of these stupid little songs that i wrote, i wish i could control that strange blush of mine, when you say ''I love you''.
But I'm content right now, so who gives


So Sick of love songsI'm so sick of ♥♫♥''love'' ♥♫♥songs, they've brainwashed my soul. Thought it was broken, thought you made it whole.So Sick of love songs
So sick of the word ''forever'', can't see the limits of death even in my head. As i think of some one i love, if they were safe,if they were happy,
i wouldn't even care if i was dead.
Those words cut so deeply,wrap around the old ones of pain, wrap around those words from the past misfortunes,causing nagging doubts are those memories' revenge in this twisted game.
And the song's don't help,believe me, &nbs
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See you at the bitter end
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Careful careful muted voices whisper
The silence around seeps
The only thing breaking its eery grasp
Are these voices in my head
That never seem to fade..
..careful careful..
This silence creeps wherever you go,
Careful careful for it wont be what follows
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Life is too short for drama & petty things,
so kiss slowly,
Love truly and forgive quickly
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If you still dont understand life
how could you ever understand death?
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See you at the bitter end
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Careful careful muted voices whisper
The silence around seeps
The only thing breaking its eery grasp
Are these voices in my head
That never seem to fade..
..careful careful..
This silence creeps wherever you go,
Careful careful for it wont be what follows
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If you still dont understand life
how could you ever understand death?
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O Great Creator of Being grant us one more hour to perform our art and perfect our lives
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